Thursday, October 08, 2009
What is love all about ?
I received continuos phone calls from you for the past few days . Tons of text messages , saying that you still love me and that you want to patch things up with me . I ignored your calls and did not reply any of your text messages . I won't be your girlfriend like I used to . I admit , you are the most sweetest ex-boyfriend I've ever had . You present me with red roses every time we meet and you would fetch me home from school although you're staying far away from me . Thank you so much and I appreciate it so much .
But , you took my kindness for granted .
You had someone else behind my back . I was being a fool not to get to know it myself . I only managed to capture the change in you . No more daily phone calls and text messages from you .
A friend of yours , ________ , told me about the things that were happening and what you've been doing behind my back . He showed me messages that were sent by you to that girl and her messages to you . You called her Sweetheart , Baby etc ..
Those were what you called me as . My heart broke into pieces . Tears started to fill my eye sockets . I stood still like a statue , thinking back about the times when we were happily walking in the shopping malls and I was holding the red rose from you . I was filled with sadness and had no one to be there for me except for your friend . He lent me his shoulder to cry on and he held me tightly in his arms , assuring me that everything was going to be fine . I shed a million tears , tears of joy when the flashbacks haunt me , tears of a broken heart . You did not care about me at all . I was left alone , going through the pain by myself . Now , you apologize and wanted things to go as normal and you acted as if nothing was wrong .
I promised myself not to look back . And so , that means I won't take you back and I will never will . You begged me , cried over the phone just to please me to have you back as someone special . Oh boy , I'm so sorry I can't . The door to my heart is tightly shut . Don't even bother to win my heart ' cause you will never be accepted .
Once is enough . I need no more from you .
Get that stuck in your mind , ex-boyfriend .
With Love ,
Iqah Mondonutes
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