Monday, October 05, 2009
Hello Sweethearts !
Sorry for not updating for a few days . Been lazy and busy with stuffs .
Okay , I went out on Friday . Went karaoke with Fairuz and it cost us nearly 50bucks just for 2 hours of karaoke session .
Met him over at Tanjong Pagar MRT Station then headed down to Party World KTV near my place . Searched for Grandlink but none could be found . So , brought him over to Taman Jurong and had our karaoke session . We went in at around 9pm and it ended at 11pm . He sent me home then he took bus 154 to lakeside MRT Station . He had to book in that night .So , I accompanied him for awhile at the bus stop , then I went upstairs when he board the bus .
I dozed off when reached home and I had sweet dreams till morning . (:
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I don't feel great nowadays . I feel moody .
Things just don't go as how I expected it to be . Some days , I'm happy and some days , I'm filled with sorrows . I don't get it .
What happening to me ? Why must it be this way ? Someone tell me please .
I want to be my normal self not the way I am now . I feel like crying , screaming and just shout my heart out . Life is unfair , indeed .
I have no more to say now .
I accept the change and I will adapt to it slowly . By accepting everything , doesn't mean I'm weak and I'm happily holding a white cloth above me(only if you know what I meant). I'm trying my best to face reality and becoming a more matured person . I'm already 17 and I know , its time to change everything .
As for friends , I ain't picky . I make friends with all kinds of people out there .
Each and every one of them has their own kind of life . They smoke , they drink , they club , they engaged in sex and do so many stupid things out there . But that doesn't make me the same as them . I am able to control my ownself . Say a million words about me , I don't give a damn about it . Call me a fool , coward for not trying things that you guys out there are enjoying . Those activities destroys your own body while here I am , smiling and laughing whole day long .
I won't be the one crying for your losses . In fact , I'll be the one smiling and clapping my hands for you . I thank you for talking shits about me .
Retribution will be given to you one day . It may not be now or tomorrow but real soon .
WITH LOVE ,
Affiqah
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